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08/07/23

just remembered this website exists shit

futo

08/07/23

i should get a frog hat. fuck i REALLY need a cute frog hat
Listening to: Swans - Soundtracks for the Blind

08/06/23

i'm a needy piece of shit damn
Listening to: Swans - Soundtracks for the Blind

08/04/23

had to change the blinkies on the main page cuz apparentely pixelbank is down now and most of the blinkies i took were from there i am so fucking sad
Listening to: Descendents - Milo Goes to College

07/13/23

dont yall like when the employees at the bakery spin the bag of bread to knot the open part?
it looks so goddamn cool
also, clipping. shrine currently under construction!
Listening to: clipping. - Visions of Bodies Being Burned

07/09/23

hey i added a navbar with all the blog posts up until now to make it more organised
pretty cool huh?
i also corrected the dates from july because my dumb ass wrote them all down in day/month/year system
anyway good night hope yall (0 people) liked the music box too btw
Listening to: J Dilla - Donuts

07/08/23

how the fuck do you people in other countries make birthdays without brigadeiros (pictured)

yall do NOT know what youre missing out
Listening to: Coconuts - Coconuts

07/07/23

hey check out this sick fucking stewie griffin drawing i found in a tree in my school some time ago

also yeah long time not updating again, i'll probably be more active in the next 2 weeks because there will be a school recess!
Listening to: Entidad Animada - Pruebas de Existencia

06/25/23

im tired of html and css.
imma start javascript babyyyyyyyy
Listening to: nothin rn

06/24/23

i was really sick in the last few days
anyway uuuh had some tests and everything i'm sorta too lazy of doing anything but
it feels terrible idk
Listening to: μ-Ziq - Lunatic Harness

06/??/23

damn its really cold and also raining
i think i havent ever said it here but i live in the coldest capital of brazil, its called Curitiba
i like the cold tbh its good anyway music player coming soon (probably)
Listening to: Jigmastas - Infectious

06/12/23

i dont really feel like writing too much on this thing today so uh
i went to see spiderman yesterday it was cool
but when me n my friends went to get food at mcdonalds i dropped my fcukin fries in the floor ftuckin shit my fries they cost like 12 brl goddamn it
Listening to: Exhaust's debut album again

05/23/23

tests over. honestly i'm just really damn tired and worried about stuff i shouldn't be. i hate the fact that i'm so paranoid and irrational with so much stupid things, and then end up screwing myself over. i create problems for myself and then don't believe that i'm able to fix them, and just. leave them there. acting like they don't exist. i hate being so ignorant. i don't know. i should just relax but i can't. i haven't been able to relax for a long ass time
Listening to: Radiohead - Sit Down. Stand Up.

05/20/23

why cant i ever be content with myself

05/16/23

tests still... this time theyre the trimester finals though, like i said in the last post. had to study a fucking LOT to the portuguese and math ones, since those are the hardest ones. now is mostly the easy stuff, so i'll probably have a bit more free time. it was pretty fun to make that MF DOOM shrine, and made the desire to make a quasimoto one even bigger. seriously, i love these two. theyre goat. speaking on hip hop, i've been having a certain urge to starting making beats on FL since i've listened to donuts by j dilla, and also a big friend of mine who started making beats (and also showed me DOOM and dilla). not sure if they'd turn out good though, and i'm already busy enough :P one funny thing that happened today: me and some friends went to a tree in my school that is known for the many writings and drawings in it, some that are there probably for years. so we decided to create our own legacy, and what i wrote was a bunch of silly inside jokes and a verse from kanye's runaway (the one where he says he isnt good with females, i love that verse). so yeah glhf
Listening to: Quasimoto - The Unseen

05/04/23

i have FINALLY updated this site with the new main page. got real busy with those stupid tests, but now i'll have some free time on the weekend to update this site. expect more 2000s weird experimental hip hop stuff, i'm REALLY hooked in this specific kind of music. i plan to start making some shrines too, for yotsuba, quasimoto and MF DOOM (cant forget the all caps). for me, other than the tests, the first week in may has been pretty sweet. i found out a close friend of mine was romantically interested in me, and that was definetely... something! we havent' "officialized" anything yet though. also my robotics extra classes have been getting a lot better, im getting a lot more interested in it, to the point i've even decided to participate in brazilian robotics olympics! it'll be in november i believe. really looking forward to it! though our team doesnt even have a name yet. but other than that our classes have been going on smoothly. ok enough rambling that nobody gives a shit about, good night!
Listening to: DANGERDOOM - Sofa King

04/29/23

i havent updated this website in some days, school has been quite an obstacle for that. my finals for the first trimester are gonna start in 2 weeks, so yeah, i'm needing to study a lot. but still very inspired with this neocities thing! i still got a lot of ideas noted for this website, and while i'm not sure i will able to execute all of them, i guess i'll be able to do most of them, and some of them are pretty stupid honestly but that's why i started this website after all: to having fun! the first idea was the cars page, which is already pretty silly, but it was fun to make it. anyway, again i ain't got too much interesting stuff to talk about, i'm fine. i've been feeling kinda needy these days, but i think it'll pass. so yeah, good night and see ya next post
Listening to: Quasimoto - Low Class Conspiracy

04/23/23

hell yeah first entry! honestly, i expected i would give up on this neocities website thing in like 3 days. but i've been developing this shit for almost a week, its been really fun! though i'm not sure if this hobby of mine is only doing good, because i actually forgot to do a few school assignments because of this website (specifically a book i have to read for the portuguese class), so maybe i'll have to do a little better during the school week lol. i don't know how often i'm going to update this blog, like i said before, i'm a person who gives up or forgets about a lot of things i start, so expect some long hiatuses with no proper warning. my day's been pretty ok, i spent the last 4 days at home because of an extended holiday. classes got cancelled on thursday because of lots of school shootings around the country, tbh i really didn't expect them to get to the heights they did, it's very weird and scary at the same time. uuh i think i ran out of semi-interesting stuff to say so, bye see you tomorrow or something
Listening to: Godspeed You! Black Emperor - Providence